Wow, almost a year I have not add any new blog. Just don wan let it empty for the whole year, decided to write something today. Hehe..

One more week to go and my form 6 life is officially finish. I feel form6 is more 'siao' compared to the lower form.Not i mean that when in lower form has nothing memorable just dis 2 years r quite unexpected. Fun, crazy, 'sampat' ... i ll rmb every single on of them clearly, including those i never talk before. hehe

It's raining again. Like raining a lot. Although some people think raining means dull but i stil kyk it. Although lyk it, don ever rain when i m planning to go out.

Read her blog again. Her life is getting more and more interesting. When continue reading, i came back to her september post. Something bout me n her. I have no idea whether i became more sentimental or wat, tears fall again. Haiz.. These two months my emotion is very shaky. Maybe is because of the exam, I don't know. I just hope we can find back the covalent bond (haha) we had before between the three of us and bind stronger than before.

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for d past few days, one of my fren ask me to read another fren's blog.. at first i thought it will be some funny d text or pictures uploaded. Until today , i finally understand, the blog is an important one.

Actually, it made me feel sad when I read it. So this is what happening rite now. Something that I afraid will happen. At first I thought maybe it was just some my imagination. I have been thinking too much d but looks like, watever I felt before, it is correct.
I still remember it was the first time i cried so much for a fren. I myself also can't imagine that I will cry dat much .. haha... I gave her a promise. This is a promise for that time and for the rest of the time. I still remember that. How could I ever forget? I was the one praying that maybe she will change her mind and stay..

What brought us far away from each other? I think maybe is my jealousy. Everytime she showed me the photos with her new frenz, that feeling did appear. The life of her started to become fun even though without me... I did feel the changes when no more calls or sms out 'I am coming home' or 'I go back d la' .. everything that I know, is through him. Or maybe my jealousy is because of him too...

Another reason I suppose is she thinks that I don care anymore. I care about everything that we have been through.. I care our frenship.. I care that suddenly I am no longer someone she will think of when she is in trouble.. I care.. .....

I duno whether u will read this or not. I always tried my best to make sure that you are in d first place in d fren list and to make sure I am still lyk dat in yours. I know from what you said, my status is very shaky right now.. The promise never disappear.. never... maybe you are not feeling the same way as i am, but this is what i feel. Things change when distance keep us away.. I apologize if whatever I said or did made you feel uncomfortable.. The place for my best fren in my heart is always being occupied.... by you...

robbery....

Yesterday while I was finding parking place at mcdonald, a snatch thief snatched a woman's handbag and it all happen juz in front of my car. My frenz ran down and help to get the thief but unfortunately, he managed to run awya on his bike. The lady was shocked . While we borrow her a hp, her hands were shaking. Den her little daughter started to cry.
A man managed to copy down the thief's bike plate number.
What makes me angry is there were 3 men standing somewhere near the scene. If any1 of them help, they might be able to get the handbag back. and they still standing in the middle of a parking lot... D**n it.....

Poor lady, poor little girl, d**n the three men....

Two of my friends had been together and started their life as a couple. It was really unpredictable adn shocking! I was angry because she didn't told me bout it. I started to think how they will look like when they hold hands or hug together. Finally, I have a chance to see it. We went to Little Cottage for lunch when she was back from Perak. They just sit very close together and really intimate. I was happy for them actually. Sy and I started to tease them by following their actions. Haha....

After those two get together, they tried to match me with someone. R kept saying that it's time for me to find one. No just him, P and H also. Very busy body la them. I belif I ll find one one day .

Thanks for helping me but I think I will just count on myself.. Hehe...

the fall of a legend...

25 of Jun, 2009, a sad day for the whole world. The legendary icon of music industry, Michael Jackson passed away. I got the news from a fren early in the morning. I was totally shocked. He was about to start his concert. I was waiting for his concert although I am not attending. He is a legend. I can't accept that he is dead. No one can sing like him, dance like him. One more thing, I am pretty sure that no one else in the history is able to gather so many fans in one concert like him.
No replacement for him... He is unreachable.... He is cool...

May God bless you... The legendary, king of pop, Michael Jackson..

Bad virus... Bad weather.. Bad news..

More and more cases of H1N1 appeared in Malaysia. It is so bad.. I wonder how new type of virus can appear. If everything on earth is really created by God, why He wants to destroy what He had created? Not just only diseases, but also the natural disasters. Is it because humans had done a lot of bad things and these are our punishments?

Because of this damn disease, I have this very strong feeling, I am not going anywhere... My family will definitely forbid me to shoping especially to cinema. Not just the disease, but also because of the haze that had attacked Penang. Very bad.... I stand in front of my house and I can't even see the Penang Hill clearly. It feels like the hill was shy and need to put a piece of lace cloth in front of it. Damn weather and damn virus! When will all these things disappear? How long do we need to wait?

Our biology teacher showed us some slide shows and video clips of what will happen if our earth continue getting harm by us, what will happen if our earth temperature rises to 1-6 degree celcius. Sadly to inform, the temperature had risen 0.8 degree Celcius. If it continue to rise to 1 degree, the fields might become dessert.If rises to 6, we can say bye-bye to each other.. The icebergs will totally melt and the whole earth will become a very beautiful, blue-ish planet..(according to our teacher la ) coz all the land will be under the water...

Will that day come ? If it really come, I really wish that it will happen after I die.. At least I don't have to watch everyone suffer and die in pain.. One thing for certain, everyone of us hope that it will only appen hundreds and thousands years later, or maybe it will not happen at all.

Holidays were over and it is school time.. again.
Came back from KL on saturday. It is a very strange thing for me. I mean, before I go back, I will feel like don wanna go but after being there and it is time to come back, I don feel lke wanna come back. Haha... very confusion.. I miss them and I love them for sure. Maybe sometimes I am not that cold-blooded as I think I am.

The temporary chemistry teacher had arrive. She is new, I think, so we can't comment on the way she is teaching but overall, not bad. There is something weird about her. I feel like she doesn't dare to look straight towards us. I met her on the way to the canteen. I planned to greet her when she is near but she juz looked on the floor while walking past me. Maybe it was juz my misunderstanding. Well, I think she is good.

I got a news today. Adam Lambert is really a gay... He had already admitted. I always think someone's sexual orientation is not a problem as long as he is good people and talented people. Adam is really talented and I hope that people will continue suport him.. All we need is his talent , his personal life is in his own control. Am I right? Haha.... (started to sound like very pro... )