I never thought that I will be in this kind of situation before. I always think I won't mind all these kind of things. I won't angry, I won't mind, I won't cry because of this. Maybe when I thought of this, it is still early. I don't have the experience before. Even though I met one, I still think that I wouldn't care so much. But apparently, I fail.
Should not have put in so much at the first place. Too confident until I kinda went too far. Thought that what I did will not be blamed. Then now only I know, it has already been a wound and already became a scar. What should I do? If I change then it won't be me, if not change, same thing will happen again.
Never have this feeling before. Don't know why the water level in my body like already increase. It has to keep flowing out. It is like a machine, click the button in the brain, then the water flows out. Already poured out half, and thought it will have enough space again but not enough yet.
The feeling came because never expected this is what I being thought of. Not supportive, not considerate, not believing in it, insulting. also being said that gave too much of pressure until talk and meet up also is a hard job.
What can we do now? Only can wait for time. See whether the time will have mercy on us and let it been forgotten as soon as possible. Be tough lo..
not all experience are memorable but some will, not only because of happy, but also because of sad and pain.......
